Conversations (feat. T. Ali)

Uh, yeah
Uh
Uh, uh
Yeah
Let me talk my shit

What a beautiful time to be
What a beautiful time to see
Look I never thought I would see
Bitches stealing my style from me
'Least my niggas ain't stealing shit from me
'Least my niggas 'gon keep it a hundred
'Least I got some real niggas behind me
Some real ones to the side of me
Y'all niggas dumb obviously
You must not know how I can be
Bitch I'm pretty but shit can ugly
Gemini other side of me
I be thinking I'm tripping but listen
Y'all be making them points and they missing
Man they took my man Dee and I miss 'em
Pray his mama feel peace come this Christmas
Really pray these niggas get what the fuck they deserve
I pray I hit the bag
Get my 'fam straight
Get the fuck out and swerve
I pray I drop a bag right in front my mama
She don't even say a word
She just damn near pass out
Fuck around pull more cash out
Told you I was 'gon do it
Moving by faith nigga
Not by sight
Seen pressure all my life
See a 'lor challenge
Like shit, something slight
See what the fuck I'm not 'gon do
Is cry and be a victim all my life
See why the fuck they wanna try me
(See why the fuck they wanna)
I just want stability
Yeah, I know I got talent
But tell me
What if I drop?
What if these niggas ain't feeling me?
Give a fuck if they do
This shit healing me
And I promise my prayers 'gon turn to reality
Run this back when that shit get to happening
If I talk my shit bitch I'm a catalyst
They 'gon tell you Kam snap and like magic
Hoes started back rapping
I'm positive my shit 'gon always be slapping
No room for the negative shit if it's 'round me
Or in me
Just know that I get it up out me
Cleaned up the mess in my life like I'm bounty
I found my purpose and I'm glowing
Bitch I been worth it
And you bitches know it
(Know it)

My gift
It's just something I could never take for granted
Just balance
I tiptoe around the obstacles I'm handed
I stamp
My footprint before they ever get to brand me
But first
Is you 'tryna understand me?
Listen

Burning in my belly
All my niggas gotta eat
I made my bed up for success and I don't even sleep
I study everything I can until my pupils weak
For in this game
Well I just simply cannot be a sheep
Lucid dreaming
Oh I'm up now
I'm aware I came too far to be stuck now
I tell my pops
"They love me, yeah they going nuts now"
He just look at me then he get to fussing 'bout
"Well, you need a degree
It could really serve you right
I mean take it from me
I'm sick as shit that I ain't do it right"
Then that nigga look at me like
"You 'gon do it right?"
Damn
I thought I had him this time
I really thought that all my dreams would matter this time
I just smile and laugh
Then I politely tell him
"Yeah I'll think about it dad"
I expected that
Awkward silence then "I love you Kam"
I love you too
Shit, I just want some change
I'm 'tryna free you man
You acting like you love ya cage
How I'ma give them forty hours when I love the stage
The mic the only one that listen when I'm feeling rage
Spirits would keep me company
Wasn't a mattress under me
Felt like no one would come for me
Was helpless
My motivation knowing that it was someone else that felt this
Wanted to kill myself and now I get to live to tell it
Damn

Woah (Mmm)
Woah, woah, woah, woah (Ooh)
Woah, woah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, woah, woah, woah
Woah
Woah
Woah

My spirit way too strong for the bullshit
I know
Seen God yeah I was raised up in the pulpit
I know
He real and if they ask me I show them
I grow
With the earth share my seeds get on my knees and I sow
I was made for it
Whatever debt that my karma had
Man I swear that I paid for it
You sending threats my way
Okay, okay
Well I got the gang for it
I know you want the top
But right now you gotta wait for it
It's my time