The Shift, the Blur

Picture perfect point of purpose
Convincing me that I'm not worthless
Stuck in hopelessness
A depression and never wanting more

You cared for me when I felt like it was over
When I felt I could no longer keep this
I'm screaming out for help, please help me
I don't know if I want to tell you

I'm stuck in a place that I hate
So cold, drab and grey
Not even knowing if you'd be there
If you'd be there
Thinking of all the things that I wanted to tell you
All the things that I wanted to share
I can't, I won't, I want, I choked
I need you to know

I know I'll never be that somebody
But I can't see myself being anybody else
And I know I'll never be that somebody
But I can't see myself being anybody else

Here we go again
Just another chance for us to pretend
That we don't know what to do
Or where we are going
But we know the past hurts
And we know where to start
But it's a leap I'm not ready to take
I don't know what to do
We never asked for this
A rushed and hopeless mess

I know I'll never be that somebody
But I can't see myself being anybody else
And I know I'll never be that somebody
But I can't see myself being anybody else

Your eyes, they hide the truth
The shift, the blur, the proof of unhappiness
All I can think about now
Is the piece of my heart that left with you
That left our home
Where you belong
Our room is empty, our room is cold
I'm so cold, I need you, I miss you