ASHES

(One, two, three, four)

One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret

I was down, way too many times
More than I can count, I made it out
Walk between the lines, took a different route
What's that about?
No one wants to see you, 'til they think that you're an asset
Feelin' see through while I'm trapped inside a casket
Is this all I'll ever be?
I'm so scared I won't be seen

One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again?
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret

All the walls are closing in around me
In a slip stream, faded almost nightly
When did being free become a pipe dream?
It's all for nothing

Used to think that I was chosen, headed on my way
All a sudden I feel frozen, don't know what to say
Now that everybody knows it, start to feel ashamed
I'll just down another potion, hide from all the pain

One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again?
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret