gxne by 27

Fucked up all the time
'Cause is my mind there's no future

I've given up on my own life
For quite sometime now
Don't give a fuck, don't feel alive
Don't even know how I'm still waking up
Knowing there's no going back from what's begun

I try to keep my head in place
So I don't go down
This rabbit hole of crazy thoughts that I don't need
But here I am again in the middle of this battleground

It's my sad excuse to get

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind there's no future

I'm always pissed
But who's to blame for all that I've done?
Cease to exist to stop the pain
Seems like the road I should maybe go down
When all I've tried has proven to have failed on me

Drugs make it worse but I can't stop
Booze never works like I was taught
Maybe with therapy, I'd realize and see
Buried inside of me
There is still a little flame burning bright
But I guess I will never know

How have I come to this?

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind there's no future

(Self-destruction mode activated)

It's my sad excuse to get

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind I'll be dead by 27
I'm so far behind of where I thought I'd be by now
And I don't see the point of pushing through
Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind there's no future

There's no future

Fucked up all the time
'Cause in my mind there's no future