Where I'm Standing Now

I woke up early in the morning it was dark
I was the only one I was alone
The loneliness my trademark
I had the worst night
Had a dream that I was dying
And the sweat was in my eyes
I'm getting the feeling I'm denying
Whatever happened?
My mind is such a mess
I have a feeling I've been sleeping less
And easing into dreaminess
A fever is upon me
I'm seizing up at the moment
Best accept that I have shown
For all the things I do with you
I know I go alone

And if I try to make some time
So one day you can see
I'll go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be
I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah
Go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be

Nobody told me I was phony
Nobody opened up
Not even those who know me got me cold
If only I was lonely, no
I try my best to feel like I am not depressed
The restlessness inside my chest
I guess I'm just possessed
They told me wear a coat it's cold you know
But in the cold we grow
All the glow is just an echo
Of the lyrics that I think I wrote
Go to bed, wrap my head
I think I hear you on the phone
I'm scared to look up at the ceiling
Cause I've never been alone

And if I try to make some time
So one day you can see
I'll go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be
I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah
Go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be

Wake it
Make it
Be careful not to break it
Hold it to the light and
Just be careful not to fake it
Hold
Your own
Into the microphone
And hold it up into the light
Cause now I have to walk alone, yeah

Wake it
Make it
Be careful not to break it
Hold it to the light and
Just be careful not to fake it
So hold
Your own
Into the microphone
And hold it up into the light
Cause now I have to walk alone

And if I try to make some time
So one day you can see
I'll go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be
I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah
Go from where I'm standing now
To where I'm supposed to be

Wake it
Make it
Be careful not to break it
Hold it to the light and
Just be careful not to fake it
Hold
Your own
Into the microphone
And hold it up into the light
Cause now I have to walk alone, yeah

Wake it
Make it
Be careful not to break it
Hold it to the light and
Just be careful not to fake it
So hold
Your own
Into the microphone
And hold it up into the light
Cause now I have to walk alone