DECISIONS

Look,
What choice to make
Ain't no time to waste
Choose the girl I love
Or choose the girl I tolerate, look
What a dilemma
I love to contemplate
It be ones the closest to you
Be the ones that love to hate, look
Who can I trust
Who can I love without holding back
Get you upset
And you threaten me with my secrets
Make me wonder If I ever had regrets
Broke some bad habits
I don't wanna have to regress
These records medicine
I need to clear my chest
Pressure setting in
I just handle it with finesse
Phones work two ways
But we can't connect
Memories disappearing
It's getting hard just to recollect
You tell me
You ain't like my movements
Ain't sit right with you
That fight I had with 20CAM
Made you a spiteful dude
Now I'm disrespecting you
Ain't doing what I'm supposed to do
Meanwhile I'm mad
Only because you told me the truth
I showed my hand
And everybody else followed suit
I was shooting my shots
But I was shaky with the follow through
Making bad decisions
Follow up with a lame excuse
Playing chess with life
But life don't come with an undo
I made apologies
For some rash decisions
Some repaired relationships
Others burnt bridges
I see you in the flesh
It's still hurts a bit
I see you happy on your page
I still be lurking it
The fact that we ain't blocked each other
Means there's still love
We was tight knit together
Like some corduroys
I remember the night
Bella said she love me
I lied in her ear
Said there'd be no other
4 hours later
Another under covers
I hid for 3 days
Then showed my true colors
Let a good one go
And I ain't proud of it
She used to hold it down
Like shawty was a scholarship
If I needed room and board
She would bless with that
If I needed uniform
She was threading it
Now I feel the pain
Left read on the messages
FaceTime late night
She never answer it
I can't say
There ain't two sides to a story
I know where I went wrong
On The road paved with glory
Lost myself a few times
Wasn't supportive
It was all about me
My soul I alfost lost it
I thank God For opportunities
He always listen
Shows me what I need
When I don't see what I'm missing
I love the losses and lessons
They bring wisdom
Make a better me
To make better decisions



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