HER FiRE SUiCiDE

I lost a lot of love
I lost a lot of love

I spent so many moons so far from the sun

Shackled to the dark
The shadows are my home
I've been damned to walk
Damned to walk alone

Damned to walk alone for an eternity
Longing for the same love that will probably murder me

I miss the feel of your energy
I miss the warmth of your daylight
I miss the feel of your light upon my skin
But if now let in your light I will burn to ash

If I open up my eyes
If I let your light inside
It's a suicide
Turn me to ashes burning fire

I now lay alone
For years I wait for love
Heart frostbitten left cold
Forever walk the dark
Walk the edge where devils roam
No tears but pain still comes
Lost forgotten dead to hope
Darkness lives within my soul

What you know about wanting something you can't touch
Imagine a love you once had but now you cant clutch
She use to be number one in my love life
But I'm now a vampire and she's the sunlight
For it's a suicide for me to let her light in
But I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me like Beck
Dissect my flesh murder the sad
Maybe she's worth the last look burn me to ash
Wash away my darkness with the light of your love
Her love is my sacrifice my noose tying up
My final sunrise a kiss goodbye from the day
Dead turn to dust with one brush from of her face

If I open up my eyes
If I let your light inside
It's a suicide
Turn me to ashes burning fire