Night Terror

I never feel more than alone
The silence always echoes through the walls of this home
Reverberates inside of me, shakes every fucking bone
I never thought I wouldn't want a place to call my own
'Cause we used to share this place, all our days, but I was too stuck inside my ways
Left with all this pain, the ghost of you haunting my brain
Lemme be free, lemme release all this tension on this beat, let me stand on my own feet

Now when I scream in the night I hope you hear it
Cause that's the only way I can be in your life my dearest
Drowning in a pool of liquor, surrounded by spirits
When I hear your voice, that's when my mind was the clearest

The man in the mirror said: I see the age on your face, do you feel like you're losing a race?
Always in second place? Seething with hate? Running from fate?
Take my hand, we could build our own neverland, but you don't even have a plan

Face down on the ground, I taste blood in my mouth
It's a silent death, not a sound
The way I act is a heart attack but you still stayed around
So when it came crashing down, it was so loud

Can't take it at all, I can't stare at these walls, will you catch me if I fall?
Fast forward to the end, can't live a life that's pretend

Now when I scream in the night I hope you hear it
Cause that's the only way I can be in your life my dearest
Drowning in a pool of liquor, surrounded by spirits
When I hear your voice, that's when my mind was the clearest

The man in the mirror said
The man in the mirror said
The man in the mirror said
Fast forward to the end, can't live a life that's pretend