Game of Life

Ooo, Sometimes I stuck in my head
I just been killing me pain just been getting to me
I ain't feeling my best, babe
Ooo, I know you wanna see me dead
Wrapping myself in your lies
I'm not a kid but I'ma cry
I look that bitch up in her eyes
So she can see the pain she did to me
And I don't wanna play this Game of Life
I don't wanna play without you by my side
Sometimes I get stuck in my head
I just been killing me pain just been getting to me
I ain't feeling my best, babe

It's wartime got these demons kicking down my door
So I'm grabbing and packing my stuff as I'm leaving
As I bust out the drawer
I see the note
I remember your kiss as I drop a lil tear to the floor
I drop in my bed
Remember the thing that You Said
As the demons just taking my soul
I'm living my hell in silence bout a hoe
These chains on my wrist make it hard to let go
I tried to run before but I'm here again
So I found a new high cause I'm feeling so low
Put my feelings to the side when I'm up on the road
And I hope that new guy's everything in your world
And I hope he fuck you up like you did before
Cause Karma's a bitch you gon reap what you owe

And honestly I don't even feel this way
And I don't even want you to feel bad
I don't want you to feel my pain
But I said it before I get stuck in my head
With the thing that you said and I glare at our picture
Like how did it end
And I don't wanna play this Game of Life
And I don't wanna play without you by my side
And I don't wanna play unless you're holding me tight
The next girl to come by better hold me tight
Cause I don't how to get outta my mind
This PTSD got me so intertwined
These demons talking taking over my life
Fiji water when I'm stepping outside
But none of this shit is gon help me inside
Someone give me discernment and help me confide
So I could preach like a sermon let fire arise
Listen to the truth and look in my eyes
Demons walking so I'm upping my 9
I'm tired of drowning I gotta go fight
Cause I don't want to be what you paint me out to be
Pain and misery they tend to follow me

I wanna make my parents proud
I wanna see smiles all around
I still wonder if you're in town
Your smile could cure a frown
Your voice had the sweetest sound
Lift me up when I'm feeling down
But your love had the fakest truth
I was lost but I still ain't found



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Writer(s): Andy Lopez
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