Heart Break Anniversary

See I'm my mommas son
All the nights I stayed up crying look at where we from
All this hurt inside my body wishing I was numb
All this pain inside my body I been tryna run
See I been tryna run

If I tell my momma how i feel what she gonna say
Tell her that I'm suicidal tryna put shots in my face
I be taking drugs to help my mind deal with all this pain
I be calling God Never thought that I would feel this way

Wishing I could go back to the days in elementary
Before all my bruvas getting killed locked up for centuries
I been losing hope getting drained of all my energy
I got Couples friends who went and crossed me then turn enemies

Everytime I think about the past that shit hurts me
I been stabbed inside my back I feel like I need surgery
I been fucked up heart break anniversary
Mind says I need help but I cannot do no therapy

See I'm my mommas son
All the nights I stayed up crying look at where we from
All this hurt inside my body wishing I was numb
All this pain inside my body I been tryna run
See I been tryna run

If I tell my momma how i feel what she gonna say
Tell her that I'm suicidal tryna put shots in my face
I be taking drugs to help my mind deal with all this pain
I be calling God Never thought that I would feel this way

I don't give a fuck if you ever try to judge me
Talking bout my life Painting pictures though they ugly
Talking bout my past and all the people who ain't love me
Talking bout these girls who said they love me but ain't love me

See I'm my mommas son
All the nights I stayed up crying look at where we from
All this hurt inside my body wishing I was numb
All this pain inside my body I been tryna run
See I been tryna run

If I tell my momma how i feel what she gonna say
Tell her that I'm suicidal tryna put shots in my face
I be taking drugs to help my mind deal with all this pain
I be calling God Never thought that I would feel this way



Credits
Writer(s): Kimali Brown
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