Ocean Of Tears

I loved you with all my spirit
But you only loved me halfway
Tired of chasing something impossible
It's time to leave for my own peace

I felt my soul scattering
When you refused to fight
And when I dance the pieces play
This melody that no one hears

I should've known it from the start
That you were gonna break my heart
'Cause I'm the one who's left behind

It always ends up the same way
Wishing I'd never let you in
Drowning in my ocean of tears

Laying my head on the pillowcase
Missing your touch as my body aches
Realizing I'm safer in my loneliness
'Cause the more I love, the harder the pain

How can I trust when I'm weak and afraid
Learnt to survive but my scars still remain
I may forgive but I'll never forget
You've stolen my light so you could find yourself

I should've known it from the start
That you were gonna break my heart
'Cause I'm the one who's left behind

It always ends up the same way
Wishing I'd never let you in
Drowning in my ocean of tears

What is it in me
That makes me so, unloveable?
What do you see
That makes you wanna runaway?
I wish you would've stayed

I never asked you to stay by my side
but at least I wish you would've tried.

It always ends up the same way
Wishing I'd never let you in
Drowning in my ocean of tears