Urstillinmydreams

Have you felt disappointed
They call you so annoying
When it rains then it pours
And everyday it's pouring
I'm so messed up in my head
Even if my life is soaring
I still think that I neglect
Everything that is important
I gave up my college, it didn't work for me
The useless feeling of it really had to burden me
My heart is cut open like I just got surgery
And everything is burning this shit feel like third degree
All these drugs inside my system, I can't take it anymore
They call that shit a problem, but don't open up the door
All the numbness that I feel, what is this shit for
Please bring back the beat, Imma tell my pain some more
What's my purpose on this earth
I don't even know my worth
Life ain't that fuckin' sweet
Ironic 'cause they dessert
I almost went to jail, like how could I prevail
I'm so sorry for my actions
Who'd be there for me to bail
Prolly no one, I'm alone
I don't even have a home
I just wanna live remote
Get away from their control
My ex couldn't stand me that's another shot of brandy
And the same goes for my family there is no one that is happy
For me

I should focus on my health
I've been so down in the dumps
I've been walking through my hell
Almost made it to the cell
No one there to wish me well
While I'm dying on the inside
Imma focus on myself



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Writer(s): Samm Evans
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