Maze

Fuck
I feel like I'm lost, man
I gotta find a way, I got to

I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below

I've been searchin for my purpose
I feel worthless
I feel like life is a stage and I'm just stuck behind the curtains
I remember when I was playin on the field
I was sayin this is real
Now I'm prayin when I kneel
Do you know how that shit feel
I was in the midst of chasin goals
Then time stopped and everything froze
I don't know what to do
Reachin out to God but He ain't callin back
I feel like I'm fallin back
Broken down, I'm not all intact
My soul empty like a vacant lot (Uh)
This shit is my story and I hate the plot
The pain hurts like I'm takin shots
So far at the bottom, I don't think I'll make the top
I fuckin hate it, make it stop
I need my life to change like a penny
Hard times, I've seen plenty
I've seen many, yeah
How I end up in this situation?
Man, fuck this life and these tribulations
That's what I'm sayin

I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below
I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below

Tryna find my way up out this mess without a GPS
If anyone could guess, they would say that I be really stressed
I give it my best, but that's not all I need
Like what's on trees, I need the pain to just leave
The game was the only thing I held dear
But that disappeared and I feel fear
I'm so afraid now
I know obstacles are in the way now
It is like I'm crashin and I'm screamin on the way down, uh
Joy is what football mighta brought
Instead I got these suicidal thoughts
I've been trippin
It's not healthy how I'm thinkin
I'm fishin for ambition but the lure ain't been bitten
I be strugglin, don't know if Ima make it through
All these issues I be jugglin, be lucky it's not you
I wanna give up so bad, you ain't even got a clue
Nothin's goin right, this a fight
This my life, this my life
Damn

I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below
I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below

I'm ready to lose hope, I'm done
Ever since the stroke, I ain't really seen the sun
God, what's the reason that I'm livin with these demons
Tell me why the fuck I'm still breathin
I don't understand the plan that You put into my hands
Everyday another struggle, this shit got me sayin damn
All I wanna do is cry, this shit got me askin why
Walkin down this road alone, I don't feel You by my side

I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below
I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
All my life, I've been lookin through the haze
Days cold like snow
I've been livin so below
I gotta find a way up out this maze
I don't know where to go
Shit, I've never really known
Shit, I've never really known



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Writer(s): Julián Rodríguez
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