Lauryn

When Lauryn sang Zion
It shook me like Zion
I once had a crush on Lauryn Hill
But you're my foreign Lauryn in Heels

Where a kind man is devalued
Where the shape of character is Eschewed
I once left women for not providing Nudes
Enjoyed their tears didn't see this as Cold
Or lewd
I realized then I'm more respected When rude
My penetrable eyes selected a passage From the Bible
After listening to rap music that was Homicidal
It read to the host don't invite
The rich to a feast
Invite the poor, blind, and crippled to Eat
For they can't repay you
You're repaid when the good rise
From their grave
Reading this made me weep
Nearly an hour before deciding to Sleep
It nearly made me saved
Prior to reading I was not personally
Succeeding
My soul was bleeding
I was needing someone or something
Onward to cling
A happy song to sing
A wife not a fling

I thought helping women with cash
Was unacceptable without ass
Outward I'd lash
At the poor as if they weren't human
Yet trash
On the same day Bobby schmurda Came home
I realized a single mother is less Celebratef
In her own home
To another country I wish to roam
The streets and sands I comb
Searching for a tanned woman with
Natural hair to break a comb
Who values a man that's caring
Love how miss Kingu is staring
May the winds of change
Sweep through my existence and Rearrange the once estranged
And make Damien look long range
Where if you snitch you're a bitch
But if you don't see your kids and You're
Rich the behavior is dismissed
Where if you're mentally enslaved
With a gauge or a blade you're Mistaken
For brave
Cam'ron said he wouldn't inform Police
Of a child molestor
But made references of raping Children
With myriad of curses in his verses

And he's a rich man who'd get a Million
Views on versus
God please cure our diseased minds
One thought at a time
One behavior from the next Movement
So we can see deserved improvement
Where we can't forgive the Depressed
And suicidal
But make recitals about the rapists
And homicidal
How is a disease where you self harm
Laughed at
But a gang member who kills is
Executed it causes alarm
The woman doesn't have to have a
40 Inch butt to be on my arm
She merely has to love me for my
Flaws and all
Lord awakened me on February 24th