Fine Without

I'm a young man just trying to stay golden
As my eyes getting heavy off the damn ibuprofen
Heartbreak and the joy is getting interwoven
Lost enough people cut em off just like Logan
Take em to the back of the bus
As I'm hiding all the cuts
And the many times that I've been concussed

I barely ate a meal and barely ever felt real
Now I over eat and be craving things that are sweet
While being insecure about some other persons tweet

I know life's bringing me down
Why should I swim when it's easier to drown
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without

I know life's bringing me down
Why should I swim when it's easier to drown
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without

Oh look I got a little clout
As if some damn neigh sayers are finna help me out
I was laying in my closet with vomit coming out my mouth
All that goes away with one pull of the trigger
But I don't want my friends to become grave diggers
Or become dependent on the liquor

What am I supposed to do when I'm all alone
Hello mr lonely
Can you please pick up the damn phone

I know life's bringing me down
Why should I swim when it's easier to drown
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without

I know life's bringing me down
Why should I swim when it's easier to drown
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without

That they fine without
What if i'm the one that they fine without
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without

That they fine without
What if i'm the one that they fine without
The voices in my mind getting so damn loud
But what if I'm the one that they fine without