Self Reflection

You're not who I thought you were
I'm worn out like old furniture
Back and forth with who that you are
And I'm not puttin' up for that anymore

In the middle
Of self reflection
Something hit me
Something is going wrong and it don't seem right now
It's severed in our connection now
It's like inception cuz my dreams keep turning round

I promised myself I'm the first priority
Blew so many clouds it started lookin' stormy
Wasn't worried bout the future thinkin' about the journey
I got intro trouble I wouldn't put up on my story
I'm met with glory but I'm not trying to be arrogant
My head is heavy but I won't put it down no sedative
Might call me corny but your girl is all ears for me
From my twisted past there ain't nothin left to fear homie

Reflect
On who
I am
As I break down my last gram
I put down the Pristiq
And that release
Made me feel complete
Theres nothing
In my way
But the problems that I've made
Been through hell
But I'm back
Never turn around gotta stay on track
There's nothing
In my way
But the problems that I've made
Been through hell
But I'm back
And I brought the heat put it on this track

You never gave up on me
Never giving up on any of you
It's hard from what you go through
But there's reasons for all that you do

In the middle
In the middle of reflection
Something hit me
And something is really going wrong
Separation in our connection now
It's like inception cuz my dreams keep turning round

I reflect
Reconsider
Who that I have become
I look back
Think deep down
Going through self reflection
My shadow
My baggage
Follows me down every road
But it won't
Hold me back
Just wait for me cuz I'm coming home

There's still so much more to see
Fighting urges is a war to me
On my path there is so much left
And NotGreg is not finished yet