Farewell

I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell
I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell, Farewell, Farewell

I been working on discipline, mainly my own
Trynna relinquish control
They hear that I'm striking
But fail to remember I started to bowl
For too long I've been quiet
Contemplating steps
Isolated from my family when I needed help
This mic my therapist, it listens well
Our sessions private but it's funny how it starts to sell
The minute I quit, the minute I break
The minute I think I don't have what it takes
The minute I need a bit of compassion
But fear that they only gon see my mistakes
I'm in a place, a mental state, a headspace of rage
Feels like my personality a custom made cage
Meant to trap me
And keep me from my own potential
My own crisis been exceeded existential
Got people asking me questions
But I don't know the answers
Made it up as I went
Somehow I'm still commander
All of my confidence shot
Cause I allowed the slander
I did

I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell
I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell, Farewell, Farewell

I been breaking my back
For these ungrateful rappers
Shed blood, sweat, and tears
For these ungrateful rappers
I let some inside my home
And helped them climb the ladder
Skipped chapters of pain
But it's not like it mattered
Used abused, just a part of my cycle of pain
Views don't really matter to the people not chasing the fame
I put people on to knowledge they claimed
When it's all said and done
I know I helped and know I changed the game
Don't seek praise for things you supposed to do
True, but even Jesus asked why he was forsaken too
I'm being honest with myself
I had enough
But I know it's not my choice
I gotta suck it up

I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell
I climbed so high
Hope I don't fall
If this my prime
I won't stall
For those of y'all
That seen it all
Farewell, Farewell, Farewell

I can't keep going, going, going, going
I can't keep going, going, going, going



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron London
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