A Drug Addict's Wife

You fall asleep emotionally drained
You wake up feeling about the same
Ya try to believe uncontrollable lies
Only seems a little more of you dies

How can he say he LoVVe's the kids n you
Then smoke up his pay when the bills are due
He hates himself for what it is he's doing
While he fights to control the urge for using

I tried so hard to what is right
I prayed to God that he'd see the light
A drug addicts wife is just what you see
But I'm living for him while I'm praying for me

It makes a difference who's right is wrong
Everyone suffers when the LoVVe is gone
Family n friends say to just put him out
Then remind you of your wedding vows

If you look for excuses you can find many
But solutions are hope if there be any
To live for Christ is to live a new
All things forgiven through Jesus for you

Is it true that a bad father is better than none
Then where is the man who teaches His son
Cause drugs kill more than just the people who use
See ambitions n dreams are the first one you lose

I tried so hard to what is right
I prayed to God that he'd see the light
A drug addicts wife is just what you see
But I'm living for him while I'm praying for me



Credits
Writer(s): Kathleen Kitchens
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