GROWTH FREESTYLE

As of late I've been manifesting abundance
Look close, y'all are seeing an adolescent becoming a man
Not gone lie I'm not planning for that to come with
Emotional trauma demons I banish as they get summoned

WOAH

I feel a fire in my chest to improve
Playing chess with the devil I'm the next to check moves
Every time I fail I swear to god the lessons get used
And all the words are crystal clear, the message is proof

I see golden ink, leather straps that hold the seams
Open up my journal and I slowly see three holy glowing beams
The words float off the page and kinda seem to notice me
I was locked inside a prison knowing that I hold the keys

I used to cry, and cry, and cry till I had swollen cheeks
Felt so fucking lonely till I realized that I had only me
That's like watering rocks and trying to throw the seeds

I see the beauty in the struggle in the struggle I see beauty
Be you to fill (beautiful) the other cups and represent your mother son
You got so many goals and you almost have a hundred done
So focus on the present please don't worry about the other ones

Seeda kid the sick could ceda sick and sick the ceda
Flower blooms, the petals begin to open wide
Used to always hold my cries till I realized that I own my mind

I manifested a team, somewhat of a golden tribe
I can't do handouts, I'm too busy holding mine
The ones I gave myself, especially when they stole my bike
Used to hate myself until I realized that we're both alike

Walking home from school with rain pouring and lightning strikes
The clouds part and my inner child would try to hide
But I showed him how to grow and inspire his mind

Sungazing I gaze at the sun with different eyelids
It gets divine when, your pain is mixed with time and
You see yourself begin to heal before you let ya pride in

That's a mindset that you've always had inside you
Remember back in high-school you were making drastic life moves
Nose to the grindstone, we started rapping haikus
They said you could never do it until we actually tried to

You went and dropped out, never look back, the past behind you
Can't imagine why you'd, commit to that and fly through
Every single doubter cause you had the faith within
You was aiming for the stars, you took a shot and made it in

They were so surprised, but you never really were
You saw a vision in your mind, but you had to build it first
So you went to dig in dirt, lay the brick and ripped ya shirt
Staying fit with different words, day would end with fifty burns

But it was worth it though, the bakery was burning slow
You knew in due time, you would get a spot at turning dough
You never were a sheep, you went way ahead, the herd is slow
Every word connecting to the next we got a cursive flow