Goodbye(?)

I'm getting grey hairs and I'm 22
Thought all I needed was something to do
So I went back, went looking for you
Just to make myself look at all I'd lose

Ready to retire but I'm 23
Plague came around but it wont take me
Death is surrounding but I'm still free
Those horsemen are just too fast for me

The only reason I'm not dead
Is because I don't want to make you sad
I won't be the one to take my life
But if it comes from something else
Well, that's just fine
With me
Justifiably
You see
That could hardly be blamed on me

Questioning things as I'm 24
Always thought life would have a little bit more
Thought I'd have a lover but I'm still a whore
Just want to feel emotion inside of my core

Looking back now as I'm 25
Nothing but a miracle I'm still alive
Cursing my ability to survive
How'd I make it this long just getting by?

The only reason I'm not dead
Is because I don't want to make you sad
I won't be the one to take my life
But if it comes from something else
Well, that's just fine
With me
Justifiably
You see
That could hardly be blamed on me



Credits
Writer(s): Sam Arnett
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