Smile Later

What's new? same shit I see!
All week sleeps my enemy
Fake love I don't need it
No reason
I'm a keep it real you pretend
I been on this rapping
Not recent
Just took a little while
Now I begin
This life worth wild
I plead 5th
Still ten toes down back bleeding
Ain't no other style like me here
That's probably why they thought
I was the end
Me to mutha fucka I was sinking
To the bottom of the barrel
Where a beast is
I found myself guess we even
No answers just a whole lot of dreaming
I miss smiling for no God dam reason
Why they want to stop my breathing
Probably cuz I see em misleading
I snapped out a daze
Made a way towards my freedom
I wish it wouldn't be this way
It's war every day
Ain't nobody wins either
Tread light and still find evil
You Along for the ride? yeah me to
Equal!
Naa I ain't waiting for a redo
The times right now
I gotta leave soon
Be you
Cuz

I can't stay for long I'm on constant Go
I can't make this up I had to die alone
I came back from losses I was on my Own
Ain't no way that often that's just How it goes

Some things won't change around Me!
I'm so far in the deep end
Every day they pray I need em
But I'm too busy fighting my demons
Yeah!
This my soul I keep
People will do anything for freedom
Huh!
I peep close stay focused
Soon My times will be here
Long nights I stayed up broken
I wrote these words
I was hopeless
No lie this time I'm on it
I hit a few curves
Now
I'm all in!
I know I'm Disturbed
And it cost me
I gotta keep going
I'm exhausted
Look in my eyes
I ain't lost yet
How I'm going up higher
Never thought that

Fuck it I'm gone nostalgic
I remember how all this started?
I ain't have shit but my promise
Now I'm taking off
Ain't no one else around me
Dam
But I need more I can't call in
Yeah
My Hearts cold I don't feel hardly
It's been a dark road I'll be honest
I'm just trying to go
Far beyond this stardom