Michigan

Is that supposed to make me happy
I ain't been that in a while
You hear the pleading when I'm laughing
You see the crack in my smile
Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets
The moon coming
Dive in the deep let my lungs rest
A new relief
An old goodbye
Would I be me
If I knew why

Why why why though
Do I feel how I feel where the time go
In a mill unfulfilled and my eyes low
Old habits kill fast and they die slow, no no no
I just hold on tight
Need some blessings
I been burning in the cold all night
Second guessing keep
Keep me broke keep me down
Keep me lost keep me found out
For nothing but the leverage I'm allowed just
Forget me accept me neglect and protect me
A mess I been wrecked redirect and perfect me
The cost of reflecting get lost in regret
I been tossed in the depth of the thoughts I'm projecting

Is that supposed to make me happy
I ain't been that in a while
You hear the pleading when I'm laughing
You see the crack in my smile
Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets
The moon coming
Dive in the deep let my lungs rest
A new relief
An old goodbye
Would I be me
If I knew why

My brain fly like my leg walk
I'm full of pretty words so I lie like a ted talk
My head lock on to a target a dead shot
I stand in quick sand with a shovel and lead socks
My bed is the bed rocks
Picking up the rubble like Barney
A mixture of the trouble that scar me
A fixture of the figments I imagine is a difference in what happened
As I reminisce and crack the Bacardi - I'm sorry shit
Fuck if I make it least I'll make my mistakes
Know a man is only human as the chances he takes
And his standards only proven by the stances he makes
Tryna put that shit in movement with my hands on the brakes

Foolishly counterproductive
Voluminously empty, petty, toothless, reductive
Constructing new realities the truth is destructive
I hope to die with nothing left to prove and enough did
My ego talking
The time for silence is gone
No more shooting at the moon and sun with silencers on
Know that dying takes a moment just the violence is long
Love is life they just disguise it as wrong

Is that supposed to make me happy
I ain't been that in a while
You hear the pleading when I'm laughing
You see the crack in my smile
Keep my eyes to the sea while the sun sets
The moon coming
Dive in the deep let my lungs rest
A new relief
An old goodbye
Would I be me
If I knew why



Credits
Writer(s): Timothy Herring
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