VIVID VICE (from "Jujutsu Kaisen")

Can't contain the climax of my life, oh, so twisted
Feeling the surface tension start to rise
As it tightens up, tearing me apart

Can't help but scream out in anger
Stirring up the silence you've held
Such is this hidden nature, full of hatred as it's unveiled
Balancing on a fraying rope
Will you just hold your breath while you just pray and hope?
Or will you take a chance, run before it snaps?
Either way, the choice is all just another trap
(Trust in yourself, follow your heart)

I will not return, I won't regret the choice I made
I will change this world as we know it
Even if the hidden truth I find is harsh
It's so stained in disaster, the world is full wrath and hate
I will tame all the sins that bloat it
To find the voice that I can hear within my heart
I'll mimic a heartless song
And await the ruthless gong

(Starting to sense the filth that taints my soul, once so vacant)
(Feeling my ring of shame that kept control start to break apart)

Carefully walking the line that separates the wrong from the right
Feelings I tried to confine pummel into it as they collide
Watching the castle debris as it shakes
Should I embellish it still, pretend it's all okay?
Can I be the judge of the depths that we're in?
Can I be the one to guide us away from sin?
(Just look up high, open your eyes)

We cannot return, it's just two sides that make a whole
Now the future's cloudy and tangled
But I will be the one who turns it all around
I'll keep fighting a blaster of evil, corrupting the soul
I will never let our fate be gambled
Until I cut off all the grief that weighs us down

Then I'll finally rest my soul
Understand the lies we're told
And destroy the causeless flow
Fighting to a hopeless draw