I SUCK THE DEVIL’S COCK

i'm covered and taking numbers at the door.
propped up. automate this experience.
don't ask me who it's for. i catch the sky
and hide my diamonds in your eyes.
i know they shatter when they overflow.
i'm daring you to come.
this food will rot
on it's way to the ground.
i came to sing and dance for you, i came to spit into your mouth.
face to the screen.
i lie completed and recede.
i know that money's just a metaphor, a cost to pull the strings.

always on my mind.
i saw it the first time high, alone.
when you hear the call, will you answer?
always far from home.
relapse in a car.
when my heart was hurting, broke and fried.
when you walk alone, can you feel it follow?
i am on your side.
sometimes i find my impulse is to stare straight into the sun.
motion sickness creeps in.
when i was fifteen i knew how to run.
i swear i'll find you once again, i know love never ends.
remember when the feeling is gone.

dropped blood on the picture.
it won't smudge but look away.
i know you feel it, it's hard to see, but it's different now.
no money left to spend, no one to spend it on.
i know you feel it, it's hard to.
it's all different now.
it's all different now.
it's all different now.
it's all different now.
it's all different now.
no money left to spend, no one to spend it on.
it's all different now

scared of needles but not of everything.
another middle class dumb american, falling asleep.
he don't appreciate constructive criticism.
his glow, it permeates beyond the scope of vision.
you're a special soul.
so let your ego die and burn up everything.
you don't need their help, you don't need anything.
you're in control