Passion & Addiction

Nothing's really what it seems
Laying on a bed of broken dreams
Do you even know what does it mean?

I swear I am giving my all
I've been trying not to fall
Can you even hear my call?

4AM, staying awake
I'm recalling all of my mistakes
Cuz half of this happiness is fake

You know I've been looking for you
There's nothing you can really do
Would you say you want it too?

Keep me here
Give me what I deserve
This is getting on my nerves

At this point
I don't know how should I feel
Something I'll never reveal

Passion or addiction
Well, who knows?
Yeah it makes me feel alive
Makes me feel so realized

Passion or addiction
Well who knows?
Yeah, it's killing me inside
Feels like I already died

Having to wake up
But you know I didn't want to
I know it's not enough
Tell you what's that thing I gotta do

Having one, maybe two
Next thing I know, I'm there again
Don't worry 'bout me cuz I'm done
Cuz I'm never breaking these chains

Avoiding my responsibilities
It makes me anxious
Lacking of my abilities
I cannot blame depression

And as everybody else
Now I gotta blame myself
I'm starting to think these pills are the shit that's making me ill

But after all I'm trying to focus on what I like
I'm supposed to be passionate but I just can't feel the hype

Developing addiction on the things that I should not
While losing all the passion on the gifts that I have got

The day I find true happiness I'm gonna grab it tight
And I'll never let it get away from my hands, that's right

But for now I found out that you make me feel alive
I will trust you every time you say it's gonna be alright

Passion or addiction
Well, who knows?
Yeah it makes me feel alive
Makes me feel so realized

Passion or addiction
Well who knows?
Yeah, it's killing me inside
Feels like I have never died

Passion or addiction
Well, who knows?
Yeah it makes me feel alive
Makes me feel so realized

Passion or addiction
Well who knows?
Yeah, it's killing me inside



Credits
Writer(s): Jessica Guevara
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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