Stuck Here Intro

I've been stuck here
Stuck here but I'm free To Leave
As these roles been flipped in Reverse
I wanna burst and break at the Seams
These four walls close in
Feeling broken
But it ain't what it seems
And I know I'm One of God's Chosen
But I'm frozen in a scene
Of a movie
Or a tv show
Or at least that's what it feels Like
But my faith is strong
You can't move me
In my word and I'm gripping Real tight
But this repetitiveness
Has got me stuck like a sedative
Meditating agitated at the rate I'm going
My sanity gone
Like if I edit it
But I can't let it get
The best of me
I used to smoke cess to See
Put the old man to rest
Diseased
This might sound cliche
But I was once blind
But now I can
Visualize
The outcome of a situation
Stimulate my soul
With the Word of God
Alone no more am I prone
To get crazy and stoned
Cause of the stone
That was rolled away
On the third day
Thank God he risen
So tell me
Why do I feel so
Back and forth
So
Hot and cold
The word of God says
That If I'm lukewarm
He will spit me out and
Dismiss my soul
Depart from me
For I never knew you
I'm sorry God
I know you can fix me
But I got a few screws loose
But wait
Cause I know
This is just the enemy
Trying to creep and seep
It's way into my mentality
But the reality is
That I've already been
Bought with a price
Making me second guess
My salvation
Cause I'm following
The example of the
Division of the body of christ
We need to quit
Playing these games
These are people's lives
Other brothers sleeping with
Other brothers wives
Undercover drinking
And other people thinking
That this is the way
Of a Christian life
This is the type of stuff
That makes my sisters
And other family think twice
And I'm not trying to point
Fingers at you man
I'm n just trying to pull
The plank from my own eye
And without further ado
I hope you're Ready for
My dirty laundry