Wont Change

Blaming myself for shit that I can't control
Is something I have struggles with and now its taking it's toll
I worry that my selfishness is gonna break down my soul
And kill relationships that I want to exist when I'm old
Feel like I'm turning into I everything that I go against
Even if that isn't rational it is in a sense
Because I'm 50 percent, of him and that won't change
I think my biggest fear of all... is that that won't change
I'm tryna grow, become a better version of myself
One thing I know, is blaming him for all of this won't help
It goes to show, accountability be hard to take
Thats why I focus on my drive because I don't wanna break
And when I look into the mirror I see too much of him
And I ain't talking facial features I be looking within
I've made mistakes in my life that I have yet to forgive
But I know that'll change in time if it reflect's what I give
I give a lot



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Writer(s): Rowdy Sargent-mendes
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