w h a t i m i s s
It's not even been a week and I'm already angry
Blaming myself and claiming you hate me
I'm crying at work, and tryna hide from my friends
Deleting all þe pictures I'm just tryna forget
We met at þe wrong time, we weren't in a good place
And now I'm just wishin' I could just touch your face
And I'm angry at everyone except for you
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
I still haven't changed my lock screen, that drawing of us
Where you look so pretty and I look so dumb
I wish that I could change it, but I'm still stuck
I can't change anything without fucking things up
You asked me to still talk about how I'm feeling
Well I'm still depressed but I'm tryna do some healing
Each day is struggle, every night is a fear
Just staring at the sky waiting for the clouds clear
I hated saying goodbye, maybe if I'd just tried
You'd still be here right next to me, looking me in my eyes
EIther way I didn't, doesn't change the fact that we're finished
I been tryna let you go but that flame just won't diminish
I can't listen to music without something that reminds me
The more I hide from my feelings the more that they seem to find me
You ask me if I'm ok, so I just say that I'm alright
If you need me I'll be hoping tomorrow's better than tonight
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
I gotta fix me before I fix any person in my life
I gotta fix me before I find the one who'll be my wife
I gotta fix me before I go ahead and twist the knife
I gotta fix me before I try and give some advice
So I guess everyone but me knew, that's a pretty heavy blow
My best friend had to lie for you, and I had to let it go
I really do love you even if I didn't let it show
Can you promise me you'll be safe, cause I'm scared to not know
You know I never understood why people have a breakup kiss
But I get it, it's the last farewell to someone that you'll miss
I think the hardest part of all this is having to call it quits
Cause I hate giving up, and Iove loving our naive bliss
So if you're wondering if I'm hurting, here's a hint, take your guess
I see you in damn near everything, I'm such a fucking mess
In the meantime I'm praying, I hope that you're well and that you're blessed
But now I have to say goodbye, I wish you nothing but the best
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
Blaming myself and claiming you hate me
I'm crying at work, and tryna hide from my friends
Deleting all þe pictures I'm just tryna forget
We met at þe wrong time, we weren't in a good place
And now I'm just wishin' I could just touch your face
And I'm angry at everyone except for you
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
I still haven't changed my lock screen, that drawing of us
Where you look so pretty and I look so dumb
I wish that I could change it, but I'm still stuck
I can't change anything without fucking things up
You asked me to still talk about how I'm feeling
Well I'm still depressed but I'm tryna do some healing
Each day is struggle, every night is a fear
Just staring at the sky waiting for the clouds clear
I hated saying goodbye, maybe if I'd just tried
You'd still be here right next to me, looking me in my eyes
EIther way I didn't, doesn't change the fact that we're finished
I been tryna let you go but that flame just won't diminish
I can't listen to music without something that reminds me
The more I hide from my feelings the more that they seem to find me
You ask me if I'm ok, so I just say that I'm alright
If you need me I'll be hoping tomorrow's better than tonight
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
I gotta fix me before I fix any person in my life
I gotta fix me before I find the one who'll be my wife
I gotta fix me before I go ahead and twist the knife
I gotta fix me before I try and give some advice
So I guess everyone but me knew, that's a pretty heavy blow
My best friend had to lie for you, and I had to let it go
I really do love you even if I didn't let it show
Can you promise me you'll be safe, cause I'm scared to not know
You know I never understood why people have a breakup kiss
But I get it, it's the last farewell to someone that you'll miss
I think the hardest part of all this is having to call it quits
Cause I hate giving up, and Iove loving our naive bliss
So if you're wondering if I'm hurting, here's a hint, take your guess
I see you in damn near everything, I'm such a fucking mess
In the meantime I'm praying, I hope that you're well and that you're blessed
But now I have to say goodbye, I wish you nothing but the best
Your mom's crazy, she hates me for no good reason
And your sister's a sociopath
And I'm stupid and selfish, and probably queer
And I'm aware that I overreact
What I miss þe most is you saying you love me
What I miss more is saying it too
What I hate a lot is saying I'm sorry I'm trying
But I'm better off without you
What I hate þe most is knowing that's backwards
What I hate more is knowing it's true
I was so desperately trying to fix us
But first I gotta fix me too
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Writer(s): Caden Wilkerson
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