Walkin' On a Rainbow

Wake up in the mornin' 'bout half past ten
And I fidget and I fiddle 'till I don't know when
If I'd gotten up at half past nine
Wouldn't feel so guilty cause I'd have more time
Least that's what I say to my brain to convey
The disdain with myself I just can't seem to help
Body's all broken and my brain's been fried
And I know that tomorrow I'll be just as tired

Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow
Life won't appeal
When it all feels the same
Time don't seem real
But nor does any pain though
Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow

Half past twelve sittin' on my phone
At least I'm doin' somethin' guess I shouldn't moan
But all of the hate and the shame of mistakes
Piled up on the chair with my clothes
Get out of bed and I stumble to where
My mind's been for hours, but time's been devoured
By all of my sloth, take sin in my stride
Gotta cup full o' plenty and the Devil's on the side

Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow
Sky bright blue teal
But all I see is grey
Sunshine is real and it's
Pourin' through my window
So why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow

Half past one now I've had enough
So I wallow in self pity thinkin' life's so tough
I'm goin' insane and it's me who's to blame
There are bigger people problems than my stupid little game
Spinnin' n' spinnin' with a bottle on my mind
Stupid fuckin' mental illness is makin' me blind
Can't wash it away, it's the middle of the day
There's no escape for me to find

Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow
Don't need to conceal
Keep up the masquerade
I just can not steal
Another God damn halo
Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow

Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow
Life won't appeal
When it all feels the same
Time don't seem real
But nor does any pain though
Why can't I feel like I'm
Walkin' on a rainbow



Credits
Writer(s): Amber-jade Hind
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