Sorrow

I've been slowly fading away
In and out of their realities

Ask me how I'm doing, I avoid it with a question
Then say that I'm okay, but really fuckin stressing
I feel like I ruin everything, what am I left with?
Do you hear my sounds, in the static? Leave a message
I can't fuckin open up, my flow is where I'm venting
Feelin like I'm fuckin stuck, on this road guessing
Randomly, my lightning struck, sorry for the messes
I don't wanna fill my lungs, leave me fuckin breathless

Pessimistic, always fuckin focus on the negatives
Tryna be positive, but want to be dead again
Universe help me, my dream I'm tryna manifest
Nobody knows me, am I that bad at this?
I hate life, that's why I'm always mad as shit
Tryna stay alive, don't ask "what's happenin?"
I wanna die, I'm done with this actin shit
Where's my knife? I'm so fuckin sad again

Reaper, take me to the grave
If they don't care about what I say

Fuck existing, they won't miss me
Let my wrists bleed, don't feel pity
You can't feel me, my souls missing
I feel empty, no one gets me

A demon in disguise, my hearts cold as ice
Why do they hate me? I'm not the bad guy
Try to be nice, I'm just the shy type
In the end they all run, from me, and hide
I speak truth, so why do they lie?
Looking to the moon, bloody tears in my eyes
I can't know you, ill hurt you over time
What do I do? I'm losing my mind

Full of hate
I might break
I can't take this
End my pain
I'm insane, I'll push away
Everyone I've loved, and cave

I've been slowly fading away
In and out of their realities



Credits
Writer(s): Riley Davies
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