Made Me Da Way I AM

Moma please don't leave me here alone
Take me with you
I'm afraid of the monster
Since way back when had to be a survivor heart of stone
Moma didn't raise no bitch in me I'm on my own
My childhood cut short mom night shifts getting long
While this grown man saying be quite ain't nothing wrong
At nine years old tell me what the fuck I'm suppose to do
When I don't got nobody in my corner to call out to
Moma single parent raising two kids on her own
Wanna talk to my grandma
She asks what's wrong just hold the phone
I'm really scared as fuck all I care about is my lil sister
And how I'm going to keep this grown man
From fondling and fucking with us
That's the day I learn monsters not under your bed
But in your bed
Still got to pass the third grade
While fucked up in my head

I don't got no trust for nigga's
That shit made me the way I am
Confided in my own mother
She broke my trust first dam
Second person I stood in front of
And pledge my oath to my creator with
He let me down also and that's some I got to live with
I don't got no trust for nigga's
That shit made me the way I am
Confided in my own mother
She broke my trust first dam
Second person I stood in front of
And pledge my oath to my creator with
He let me down also and that's some I got to live with

When I got grown had to be my own fighter
People could never bare the load I carry and make it lighter
Soul been eternity wounded
But the other side I made it to it
When my own moma counted me
Want to say fuck it and screw it
Had to be a warrior had to remain strong up on the battlefield
Cuz people wanted to see me broken dead with my spirit killed
Bless I lived to tell the story my higher power I give the glory

I don't got no trust for nigga's
That shit made me the way I am
Confided in my own mother
She broke my trust first dam
Second person I stood in front of
And pledge my oath to my creator with
He let me down also and that's some I got to live with
I don't got no trust for nigga's
That shit made me the way I am
Confided in my own mother
She broke my trust first dam
Second person I stood in front of
And pledge my oath to my creator with
He let me down also and that's some I got to live with
I don't got no trust for nigga's
That shit made me the way I am
Confided in my own mother
She broke my trust first dam
Second person I stood in front of
And pledge my oath to my creator with
He let me down also and that's some I got to live with
Nigga you don't know my fucking story
I'm wound with fucking battle scars