OD'd in Ordeal

I've been in pain
For too damn long
Hoping I can
Find my way around
Hoping I can
Find my way up
Trying and hoping
For my way of love

I've been
running running running
Fight the hours
Groovy baby. I've been
Stomping too damn loud
I'm dancing with my demons
Tryna take their powers
I'm too damn far
Yeah I'm high
I'm jumping off
Holding
Myself back from
Drowning in the drugs
A rockstar life
I'm living
With hours in the mud
How can I feel Like living
When my pains in the way
I cannot swim away
From the sea
It's drowning me

I'm jumping off the bridges
There's no strings on me
Ah ha
I ain't no puppet
I live careless with no dreams
Nah ah
I give no fuck about
the fake shit, that shit's free yeah
I wanna live my life
With myself on tv

You know what
I never had thoughts
That crossed my mind
Me against the world
Or deep below
Right in the mines
I'm taking what is mine
But damn girl shit
You look so fine
I blew up from below
Now rockin' diamonds
Watch me shine

I've been in pain
For too damn long
Hoping I can find
My way around
Hoping I can find
My way up
Trying and hoping
For my way of love

I'm fine,
Life is sweet
No clementine
In the night sky
The moonlights
Showing me the light
There's no time to cry
The world is moving
Way too fast
Way too fast
Fast fast
I'm OD'd in the hell
That I cannot escape
Somewhere empty heartless
There's no doors
Can't find my way
Time is weary
Air is heavy
Place feels like a maze
Just like a heart
But with a hole
Like my souls
On a stake
They raise the stakes
I feel I'm breaking
I can't fucking breath

I gotta collar
round my neck
I just want to be free
I wanna go to Mars
And party till' I'm rotten
Blast the music
People jumping
Start a mosh pit

I've been in pain
For too damn long
Hoping I can
Find my way around
Hoping I can
Find my way up
Trying and hoping
For my way of love



Credits
Writer(s): Chandler Musgrove
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