Still Healing

I've realized it doesn't take a lot of thought to change my ways
I simply have to think of you and I become a different person
Never one for making plans but I can't forget the ones we had
Like when you said I'd wait for you, in New York till you finish school

Maybe for good maybe for bad but I don't regret what we both had
Something to feel helped me to grow
Something to heal from where did you go

Where did you go
Something to heal from, where did you go

I've thought a lot the last few months about where we fought and where we won
But sometimes winnings not the goal sometimes you lose but we both know
That something good came out of this, no happy ending no last kiss
No, I got hurt, you got her Fair play congrats you got first

I remember what my friends told me wait he'll come around slowly
Just a few he'll call in the morning
That was the end of the story

Maybe for good maybe for bad
But I don't regret what we both had
Something to feel helped me to grow
Something to heal from we'll never know
If I was the one for you the whole time
You never once put up a good fight
I don't know if I'm ready to feel
Not ready to know not ready to heal

I hope you finally found the one who lets you love the way you want
And always picks up the phone even when you call drunk and all alone

Never one for making plans but I remember what you said
In two weeks I graduate
Promise me that you won't be late

I remember what my friends told me wait he'll come around slowly
Just a few he'll call in the morning
That was the end of the story

Maybe for good maybe for bad
But I don't regret what we both had
Something to feel helped me to grow
Something to heal from we'll never know
If I was the one for you the whole time
You never once put up a good fight
I don't know if I'm ready to feel
Not ready to know not ready to heal