Off The Deep End

Go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go

Swear I been feeling like a prisoner in my headspace
Been enslaved to the negatives
Feening through my best days
Feeding off a crowd full of dead weights
Trynna get ahead for the next play
But everytime it's like I'm better off taking L's on the bets made
Over every single debt paid
I'm feeling outplayed by the way that the test made
It's a love hate with the way that it tests me
God I can't wait til I finally get a blessing
I been gettin blazed more
But I don't think it helps to take away the stress from the pain in my core
And they paying me more, but the pay don't feel the same anymore
It ain't a thang anymore, and when it came and I finally had change in my shorts
Everybody starts to change over course
People I used to hang with before
Aren't the same, they don't say my real name anymore
Fuck this fame you can have it, I was happier poor
I'm out

I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go

I'm being pushed to the edge
Trying not to end up with a bullet in my head
I'm an introverted person
Yo, my thoughts been getting worsened
Ain't got time to think about it when my head is steady working, so I
Talk about it in my music
If I wasn't doing this I swear I'd prolly fucking lose it
I been broken down so much I'm like a puzzle with some missing pieces
I done counted up a hundred motherfucking reasons to quit
I swear I'm getting colder by the season
Fuck I only wanna be a normal human being
I try to vocalize my thoughts, but no one ever fucking sees it
Any time I try open up I end up getting heated
You can not relate to the pain
Can not relate to this game
Can not relate to the burden of going in public and everyone knowing your name
I been trying my best not to go

Go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end