No Going Back

I fought for so long
To show you my heart
Now you're gone and I'm trying so hard
To cope with this pain
Made it through the rain
I poured out my heart to show you the way
I cared for you, but time revealed to me
That you can't be the one to break me, oh no

Now how you go around talkin all proud
'Bout the times that you played me
As if I wasn't around
For all the bad an all the hurt that you was goin thru
Guess that shit wasn't enough, as if I wasn't goin thru it too
I made a promise, I would never leave ya side
But I come to find out all the times that you lied
You swearin' on me, that you got me
Swear you love me, but I guess you "love her" too
From what ya homies tell me, dummy
Next time, maybe you should keep ya mouth shut
Cuz ya niggas foldin' on ya but I stayed hush
It's Funny, you could catch em stadin' in line
Tryna treat me better than they so called ride or die
Anyways baby, ima get thru this
But when you done fuckin around just remember this
I always told you that I loved you an I meant it too
But I hope that her pussy gone protect you boo
Cuz I'm done putting up with all ya bullshit
Goin back and forth, as if that's gon change shit
Had no remorse for my feelins so it's fuck you
Keep it pushing 'cuz I'm done bein ya go to
And don't come cryin when she do you like you did me
Cuz when I needed you the most, where would you be?
I'm so tired of you beggin' for a chance
When you could've done me right from the jump
Take another glance
Look at the pieces that you left me with
Had to fix my own heart an remember, I'm the fucking shit
But I ain't mad at ya, Ima just do me
No hate is harbored in my heart, though it should be
But I ain't like these other bitches that you fucked wit
To go around talkin shit about ya real quick
See I'm the type to let ya run ya mouth bout me
Cuz when it comes to it, you the one who lost me
So when you see me on the streets don't forget to think
Bout all the times that you played me cuz you fucking weak
Now you wishin' you could have some of my kisses
Cuz the nights are getting colder an you realized that we're finished
Last thing ima say is that you missed out
Cuz I was really bout you baby but you showed out
I trusted you even though I knew I shouldn't
Now I'm gone an I know that you're really goin through it but

I fought for too long
To show you my heart
And now that I'm gone you broke ya own heart
I wish I could say
That I hope you're okay
Mend your own heart
Same way you left me that day
Now that you see
The way you hurt me
You regret everything
But I hope that you're suffering without me