E.O.V.L (feat. Beatsbyroki)

I pushed away my love, I had to hide up all my tears
Now I'm facing all my fears with these demons in my ears
I don't wanna talk If you're hating on my name
I don't need no enemies but the father loving pain
I'm Smoking what I want on the daily, ain't ashamed
Cause dealing with my problems, clear the dirty from my name
Damn I told them all If I'm lost in my brain
Then I'm lost in my shame
Never lost in this game

I pushed away my love had to fall
Ain't dealing with no body that bitching for a call
Been focusing on me, I'm tryna find my peace and all
I got problems I don't talk about, they usually my fault
She wanna be me but I keeping hurting you with flaws
Baby girl that's not my plan and I can give you what you want
Baby lemme find my peace and I can show you I'm in love
With your Beaty, and you're mind
Baby girl I'm in love
You got memories of me but imma let it be
Been hurt to many times, it be a part of me
And I be in my mind, wishing that I won't be
Back to feeling my pain, I guess that's who I'll be

I pushed away my love, had to hide up all my tears
Now I'm facing all my fears with these demons in my ears
I don't wanna talk If you're hating on my name
I don't need no enemies but the father loving pain
I'm Smoking what I want on the daily, ain't ashamed
Cause dealing with my problems, clear the dirty from my name
Damn I told them all If I'm lost in my brain
Then I'm lost in my shame
Never lost in the game
Never lost in this game, I got diamonds with my name
Baby girl without you, don't know if I'll be sane
I be sipping some bottle to easy off the pain
Most relate with my pain, others think I'm insane

Other think I'm insane, fuck what they thing, they fake
Only talking bout me, throwing dirt on my name
Only keep to myself, staying true to my name
If we done, then we done, don't come back
You was lame
Been hurt to many times, it be a part of me
I'm back to feeling hate, I guess that's who I'll be
I guess that's who I'll be, won't change my energy
Had a target on my back, but they ain't hitting me

I pushed away my love, Had to hide up all my tears
Now I'm facing all my fears with these demons in my ears
I don't wanna talk If you're hating on my name
I don't need no enemies but the father loving pain
I'm Smoking what I want On the daily, ain't ashamed
Cause dealing with my problems, clear the dirty from my name
Damn I told them all If I'm lost in my brain
Then I'm lost in my shame
Never lost in this game

Never lost in this game
Only lost in my shame
But never lost in this game
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