Signals

It's too dark to be alone
You're left in smoke, smoke

You drift like you're a ghost
Who can't find a home, home

No time limit on losing control, It always comes random
And who will stick around after I throw my tantrums?
You cry for help but the same wave that be rising would block it
Your life is going but at times, you wish that death would stop it
Trying to relax is like a rocket that refuses to land
Mental illness remains a question mark cause no-one understands or cares
Even if the signals are there in front of them
They only care to tell 'the second when you snap on your sins
My road is similar to dead ends for people to lose me
I feel a curse inside me rising for me to spread cruelty
With dozens of sad lyrics that gets turned on mute
My brain is angry with me cause I refuse to load up and shoot
I left my demons but they came back to vent and re-group
Back to my past like commuting starts a sudden re-boot
No-one to turn to for help to solve my frustrating riddles
My path leads to darkness with no signals

It's too dark to be alone
You're left in smoke, smoke

You drift like you're a ghost
Who can't find a home, home

My life changed as I got older 'for the worse
My lonely conscience lit a match on a bomb that's about to burst
From getting constantly rejected from publicity critics
Like reaching out becomes a joke cause no-one wants to hear it
Now every lunatic that dealt with so much anger are livid
Ready to snap cause now their brains are officially twisted
Nothing can fix 'em or heal 'em, not even spirit religions
Now people only see a maniac that's vulnerable, wishing
That death would take it's toll already to accomplish the mission
Cause living now 'requires blood, sweat, and tears on tuitions
Without degrees cause poverty leaves us dead on the streets
To suffer 'physically while mentally inhaling defeat
Or speaking pain thru music but nobody listens or peeps
The angry words behind the voice that's a beast on the beats
But suicidal with no-one to solve his frustrating riddles
Another body in the grave from people ignoring signals

It's too dark to be alone
You're left in smoke, smoke

You drift like you're a ghost
Who can't find a home, home