Two Way Road

I have this pain inside
But you don't realize the lies behind my eyes
I try to say my peace
It'll hurt me to stay and it'll hurt me to leave
I wish I could be better to you
And I wish that I couldn't feel anymore
Cause these things will get in the way
Of us being something greater
I wish that I didn't like you
Cause I do things to spite you
I just push you away
Why do you want to stay

I know what I say is true
This is why we argue
We're on a two way road
But I feel like your side is closed

I feel like I'm talking to a wall
Nothing ever gets through to you
Some days you never talk at all
What can I do to reach you
Why do you do this to yourself
Why won't you go and get some help
We talk in circles everyday
We cannot find new words to say
I've been patient with you
I don't know what else to do
I know the things you've been through
Just know I'll be here for you

I know what I say is true
This is why we argue
We're on a two way road
But I feel like your side is closed

I know that I'm toxic to you
And I do it in self defense
Is it really worth it to you
If so it's at your expense

Do you not see what you could be
And what you mean to me
I hate when you say you're gonna leave
What is it going to take for you to believe

I think you've got the wrong idea
I think that you're misguided
You always make me mad
Why don't you understand

I know what I say is true
This is why we argue
We're on a two way road
But I feel like your side is closed

Can we make this work
If we continue will it hurt
I don't see what there is to gain
Can we learn to grow from the pain

I know what I say is true
This is why we argue
We're on a two way road
But I feel like your side is closed