Feeling Stuck

This Covid got us all in lockdown somewhere 'bout a year now
Like I'm stuck in a mirror how the fuck did I get here, wow?
Thought it would disappear, but it didn't
And turns out we were nowhere near the finish
Without a doubt I know there's been a lot of victims
Not to mention all the jobs missing, wishing we could all fix it
Smokin' by myself and reminiscing thinkin' back
No one help, I know I'm tripping, but just listen 'fore I crack
I'm not complaining, but it's been harder maintaining
So I smoke another joint, another joint, another joint, know what I'm saying?
This is me escaping, steady baking everyday
I'm takin' hits an' stayin' blitzed, I suggest you do the same
Only so much pressure we can take inside our brain
Some turn to drastic measures, 'cause they just can't take the pain
Well I hope it all gets better before I go insane
This prolly shoulda been a letter, but I'm guessin' I'm too late

Can you tell me what you waiting for
Gone and light that weed up
I'm a mess and I can't take no more
Gone and light that weed up

And let's smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray

I wanna be strong, but it's
The separation that's killing this
Communication from all our lips
Saying different things to each other
Oh, why bother from all that I've heard
Just more grown folks acting absurd
They say the children can lead the way
But they act the same, seems like we're fucked
Confined in my house living under my mask
It's no better than before, but they hate you when you ask
When will it be better again?
Solitary involuntary confinement
(Let me out) let me out
Let me out now, all by myself, screaming out loud
Up to my neck in stress and I know best
This situation's no good for me

Can you tell me what you waiting for
Gone and light that weed up
I'm a mess and I can't take no more
Gone and light that weed up

And let's smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
And let's smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
And let's smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray

Can you tell me what you waiting for
Gone and light that weed up
I'm a mess and I can't take no more
Gone and light that weed up

And let's smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray