Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside

I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off, like
Jumping in front of a bus, like, how do I make this stop, when it
Feels like my therapist hates me? (Are you ready to me see me now?)
Please don't let me go crazy (yeah)
Put me in a field with daisies, might not work, but I'll take a "Maybe"

Oh, been breaking daily, but only me can save me
So I'm capitulating, crying like a silly baby
I don't wanna miss it, ba-da, I don't wanna be sick, ah-da
I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh, da-da-da, brah-da-da-da

I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
And there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside

I get intrusive thoughts like burning my hair off, like
Hurting somebody I love, like, does it ever really stop?
When there's control, I lose it (are you ready to see me now?)
Incredibly impulsive (yeah)
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid

But I try to contain it, ah, it gets so drainin'
It's like my heart is failing, every night, I'm contemplatin'
My inner voice is saying, "Tough," so I try to brush it off
Yeah, I try to brush it off

I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
And there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside

Kan man ikke, kan man kjenne i hjertet at, hvis man får blodpropp?
Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå at, og sånn at
Eller, som jeg fortalte, at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen