Thorns

Threw myself in the thorns of a thousand roses
So maybe I could feel
I could feel
What it feels like to live with so painful scars
But you don't want me to see
You clearly don't want me to see

You like to be the misunderstood one
The one who knows himself the best
But you're too mean to share your useful knowledge
Without a guide I blindly fell

Fell so many times, it doesn't hurt anymore
But I'm not sure if I fall or rise, could it be both?
You held me then you gently let me fall
In the night when I needed you more

I tried to be the best you ever could've had
The most vulnerable one
But you only judged and never looked behind the covers
I have to instantly move on

Fell so many times, it doesn't hurt anymore
But I'm not sure if I fall or rise, could it be both?
You held me then you gently let me fall
In the night when I needed you more

Keep your shit to your friends
Some psychos may like your soul
I'm done wishing the best
Now it's my turn to watch you fall
And don't ever come back
The door is locked from this moment,
Oh boy
You needed to learn by now
That your words just killed my soul

And I fall

Don't you ever get in my way again
If you want to live
You better let me pack my suitcase
And just watch me leave