How U Feel

I think about you all the time babe twenty-four seven
I wish that you could say the same but
It's not ever mutual
No it's just the usual
I care too much
You don't care enough

I'm kinda used to it by now
I don't expect return
I willingly allow myself to give what I deserve, it's true
I give it all to you
You don't seem to care
And it's not fair

Wish I could tell how you feel
Instead of feeling ignored
If you don't appreciate me now
Tell me what am I staying for

I'm good at acting like I'm fine and
Then I write these songs
But I can get overdramatic
And I'm the one who's wrong sometimes (I'm wrong sometimes)
But if you could apply
And just has one, then be enough (oh-oh-oh-ohh)

I respect that you have a life and
You know I've got mine too
But did it ever cross your mind that
A part of my life is you
I know my doubt can take control
Need you to say that we're okay

Wish I could tell how you feel
Instead of feeling ignored
If you don't appreciate me now
Tell me what am I staying for (uhmmm yeah)

What am I staying for

I put in way too much effort
Guess you thought that you could let her
Even that wasn't enough to make you stay

And I can't help but feel so stupid
And I know that I'll get through this
We both know I didn't want it to end this way

And it's crazy 'cause I thought you'd be the rest of my whole life
And I hate that in reality, you didn't even wanna try
And I hate that I know that my heart will end up more broken than yours will ever be

And it's crazy 'cause we both know that I really deserved the best
But it makes me so mad 'cause I knew you were capable of that
But you convinced yourself that you were not
And at the end of the day, that's not my fault