I Think I Need Redemption

Sing these blues
In the winter night sky
Remembering when we had our lives ahead
In front of me
I greet the reaper in my dreams
Like will he ever stop insisting on me coming back
To join him here and so
Now it seems we're all running outta time
Running outta lives
I had nine like the cat died
Picture where my mind at
Imagine what it do
Imagine what it's like to be me
Picture you trynna fit in my shoes
I've been through three ODs
So imagine what it's like in my dreams
I'll be gone in the distance
Before you even wake up in the morning
Stretch in the gleam of the light
I'll be gone in my room cuz it's all I've been missing
Before you even head out in the sunlight
Take a peek
Check in on me
All these holes that I've dug for myself
My redemption

All my friends in the dirt
Took alot of time to feel worth
I've been sleeping too long
Think it's time that I wake up
Looking in the mirror like sheesh
Cuz I'm nauseous
Haven't felt the same since seventeen
Shit ain't never been okay since we lost Switch
I imagine what it would've been like if we stopped him
But it seems we're all running outta time
Running outta lives
I had nine like the cat died
Picture where my mind at
Imagine what it do
Imagine what it's like to be me
Picture you trynna fit in my shoes
I've been through three ODs
So imagine what it's like in my dreams
I'll be gone in the distance
Before you even wake up in the morning
Stretch in the gleam of the light
I'll be gone in my room cuz it's all I've been missing
Before you even head out in the sunlight
Take a peek
Check in on me
All these holes that I've dug for myself
My redemption