Addicted

Too far in it, too far gone
She knows what's in it, she knows what's wrong
She just can't quit it, her heart's so numb
Hurts to live it, but worse to run

Waits for the nighttime, day's no fun
Got a call from her brother, said he's concerned
You lied about your work, and I haven't seen you in months
There's no light in your eyes, and she won't open them

The hardest thing
You are not addicted to me
I'm the only thing you should need
You should be addicted to me
The hardest thing
I am too selfless to leave
You're the only thing that I need
You should be addicted to me

What life are you living? It can't really be real
Pushing over limits you can't even feel
Can we drink just not to care, not care just to drink?
Can't that be enough and not take too much?

The hardest thing
You are not addicted to me
I'm the only thing you should need
You should be addicted to me
The hardest thing
I am too selfless to leave
You're the only thing that I need
You should be addicted to me

You don't see what I do
I try to defend you
It's hard not to offend you
But you're not mine to tend to
You don't see what I do
I try to defend you
It's hard not to offend you
But you're not mine to tend to

The hardest thing
You are not addicted to me
I'm the only thing you should need
You should be addicted to me
The hardest thing
I am too selfless to leave
You're the only thing that I need
You should be addicted to me