Distant Callings in Times of a Crisis

Tears in my eyes glow
Blood from my mouth flows
Thrown to the ground again
Found myself
Found myself
Thrown to the ground
Dragged against the ground, fight fair.
Do you want to feel this all night
Back and forth I'm begging do you like it?
Too much in my head I fight it.
Breathe for me!
I am lost inside of all these disguises.
I say breathe for me. I'm just sick and tired of this fighting.
I've been banging my head against the wall.
I can't laugh it off.
Say it how you talk, be around.
See me on the ground,
fuck you mean I hate myself I say it loud.
Do you even care to be the reason to be lost.
Outside, outside these walls they close on me
I can't...
These outside walls they squeeze life out.
In times of a crisis
Believe what you bleed
Where lights are out.
Back and forth out loud.
What's really there?
Hanging from a tree that's where I am.
Crisis is crushing me.
I can't sleep I can't eat
I find nothing back to me.
You won't see, you won't see
Saying what you wanted in me.
Do what you want and lie.
I want us back to life.
I can't keep up with myself
So I expect you to hold me.
So I expect you to take me.
Take control.