The Vent

Rest in peace, Grandpa

Always wanting what I can't have
Always wanting what I don't need
Wondering about my true friends
Always looking but I don't see (No no no)
Maybe I'm too hard on myself
Nah, fuck that I ain't hard enough
I been searching for the answers
Maybe I ain't searching far enough (No no no)
I'm checking emails more than texts (Blessed)
I can't believe that I'm really here
Gotta be ready for whatever's next (Yes)
Cause Lord forbid that I'll still be here
But I can't lie and say it don't make me nervous
Time don't wait for you to find your purpose
Go hard or home, can't scratch the surface
Sorry Ma I'll never be them docs or nurses (Sorry)
Sorry Pops that I'll never be them Ques in purple
I'm still an OG, exclusive circle (Day ones)
I really need to roll some herbals
I know I'm being blunt and verbal
It's cause I been down some
And I got some D'usse and uhh
Maybe we can down some?

I need to vent
I been drinking too much
My ship has been sinking
Let's just get lit for no reason
I need to feel a lil' something

I need to vent
I been drinking too much
My ship has been sinking
Let's just get lit for no reason
I need to feel a lil' something

Man where did all the jobs go?
I can't seem to find shit
And I keep putting good music out
But I still ain't signed shit
And my brother still ain't called me
Guess he somewhere in Army?
That's just what I tell myself
'Cause my thoughts can harm me
Just got a degree
But I don't really know what to do with it
And I'm tryna be more about me
That insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it)
But I guess I gotta acknowledge it
Man the funny thing bout this college shit
Is that it put me back on this music shit
And I still just ain't got tired of it
But I'm running out of time now
Either Ima be dull or shine now
I'm approaching my prime now
No longer can I hide now
And I'm alive now
But I just need more time now
Just stick around now and it'll be just fine now
Tryna suppress these dark emotions
College grad going through the motions (The motions)
I guess I got comfortable with the commotion
I know I'm being blunt and open
It's cause I been down some
Got a lilttle more D'usse and uhh
Maybe we can down some?

I need to vent
I been drinking too much
My ship has been sinking
Let's just get lit for no reason (No reason)
I need to feel a lil' something (Oh I)

I need to vent
I been drinking too much (Oh I)
My ship has been sinking
Let's just get lit for no reason
I need to feel a lil' something

I need to vent
I been drinking (Oh I)
You don't know what I been thinking (Oh I)
Let's just get lit for no reason
I need to feel a lil' something

Damn
You feel that?
Boy Meets World

I'm running out of time now
Either Ima be dull or shine now
I'm approaching my prime now
No longer can I hide now
And I'm alive now
But I just need more time now
Just stick around now and it'll be just fine now

I need to vent (Oh I)
I been drinking too much
My ship has been sinking (Oh I)
Let's just get lit for no reason (So I)
I need to feel a lil' something

I need to vent (Oh I)
I been drinking too much
My ship has been sinking (Oh I)
Let's just get lit for no reason (So I)
I need to feel a lil' something

Boy Meets World