Thinking About U

I make her want it bad
Quarantine the girl's sad
'Cause she can't fuck
I know she's horny
When she calls me
Late at night
But I never answer back
I still got a void to fill
And I don't need a little thrill
'Cause I can fuck her when I want
And she screams so fucking loud
Thousand texts when I'm in town
She askin' if I'm around
I usually say yeah
But tonight I'm feeling down
'Cause I'm not with the girl I really love
And that makes me feel alone
So I'll get so fucking high
Baby hit me up I miss your eyes
And your texts 'cause you are nice
We're only friends but I kinda love you
'Cause I know you don't want the dope
But you don't really know
What's going down when you're around
I make money while I sleep
More than other people working
Hundred hours every week
I know my lyrics aren't deep
But they're sincere and I'll be honest
I haven't kept my promise
Sometimes I feel so lifeless

'Cause Cupid hit me fucking hard
And you kinda broke my heart
You don't want me in your life
I just wanna play a part
Could this really be the start
Of something special, can you feel it?
I want you closer but
You don't really see it
Now I'm hanging out with my clique
Going thousand miles an hour
Yeah, this bitch is riding quick
Lately I felt like a dick
'Cause my music hitting hard
Girl you know I'm lit
'Cause I am a fucking star

I'm not lying
But I'm dying
Girl you've been on my mind
I'm not lying
But I'm crying
'Cause I'm shining
We could touch the sky
I could be fine
'Cause you are fine
You're so fine
Those legs I watch em fly
From behind
And I'm really high now
So fucking high
And I've been griding
For a while to get here
And I only miss one more piece of the puzzle
And that's you
And I only miss one more piece of the puzzle
And that's you

My lines are like water
Check the flow
You are like a flower
But instead you even glow
And you're hot just like a shower
But you don't even know
Problem is like you're the sun
And I am the snow
Kinda more like Jon Snow
You can't really tell me any different
'Cause I rise slow
But the stats really talkin' different
Now I gotta lay low
And watch for the cops
They be so annoying
When I'm working for my dough
Just mind your business
Like my momma used to say
You ran out of ides of
Taxes to make me pay
Hey, wait, politics are fucking wack, lowkey
Baby pull me closer like a lasso, see
No one will ever change who I am
I got thousand personalities
Hope you understand
Also trust fucking issues and other shit
And voices in my head but maybe I'll be rich
But hey, next I'll be seen on TV
Or maybe my music will make it to MTV
Girl help me see a way to not feel sick
When I see this much hate
From these pussies talking shit
Now I'm stacking up the bands
It's been a long road since when I was
Counting up the tens
Now the only tens are in my contact list
Wrong answer and that's another lifeline missed
I'm not fucking with your ice on my wrist type shit
I'm making it all on my own while you still rap type beats
And I still cut my wrists
It's the only way to cope, I really wanna call it quits

And the fucking sun died for me
I cried for weeks
Last summer, what a bummer
Yeah I know, I wanna fall down like the snow
'Cause I'm ice cold
And my blood is frozen
Let it go they said
Now it's going slow-motion
I've been chosen to be broken
Fuck religion is my slogan
Drowning in this ocean
I always feel heartbroken
Words I've spoken lost their meaning
Cut right open, now I'm bleeding
Voice is rusty but I'm still singing
Life is shitty but I'll still win this
I'm never quitting
That I'll promise
I've been gone from home
But home is where your heart is
And you don't have to tell my how hard it is
I know it, let your emotions live their life
And you'll be able to live yours
I'll be honest
I really fucking love you
Every word you tell me
It feels so important
And I hate that I can't see you
And I hate that you don't call
But I won't ever hate you
Maybe only love you more