Obligated

I'm faded an wasted
So It's gone take a couple seconds
For me to comprehend whatcha saying
I'm just trynna understand
What this pain is made from
When the memories fade
I'm thinking where do they go
I'm wondering what's on your mind
I wonder if you feel the same as me
I feel so strange sometimes
It's so late at night
But the lights on
An I'm just sitting there
Right there Inside my mind
Right there beside you an I
I sit there holding the pain
So you can lay there an sleep
Wake up early next morning
An watch you sit there ignore me
I hope that soon you'll adore me
I'm getting tired of this dream
It's starting to feel like real life
I'm trynna turn off lights
But now I'm stuck in my head
An there's no way to get out
I wanna scream but I don't
I jus there in silence
Hoping this pain fades away
Cause It's so complicated
An now I'm partly faded
So I feel obligated
To let you know
How I'm feeling
But when I talk you can't hear me
An I feel lost you can't save me
It's getting obvious

An it's hard for me lately
I'm trynna keep myself from going crazy
I fucking hate this
I felt amazing
Last time I saw you
But then I lost you
An now it's over

I'm faded an wasted
So It's gone take a couple seconds
For me to comprehend whatcha saying
I'm just trynna understand
What this pain is made from
When the memories fade
I'm thinking where do they go
I'm wondering what's on your mind
I wonder if you feel the same as me
I feel so strange sometimes
I get so stuck in me head sometimes
I'd rather be dead
But I'm just living this life
Doing everything that I can
Hoping these dreams come true
But I can't even move
I'm just stuck writing lines
On this paper to these beats
Watch me step outta line
I'm done wasting time
Give my all or it's over
Please don't come any closer
Feel like I'm going insane
I just wanna break down
Instead I put on this smile
Because I know that I'm helping
All these people with my pain
An I know what's gonna happen
In the future with my music
Ion even gotta doubt



Credits
Writer(s): Coby Grissom
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