Dear Ex Lover

As I'm writing this to you
Probably still not talking to me
Been going through a lot
Wondered if you got over what I've done
Still holding that grudge
Started off as friends to us now not speaking
Reminiscing all those times before this happened
Ain't even got to tell you how I felt about what you did held my anger towards you
Because it wasn't worth it to let out
You apologized to me after that shit you pulled
Now when I wanted to see you, never got to link up
Should've know it was a lie all this time
You weren't worth it to me

This letter is dedicated to my ex lover
So many times I dealt with you
To having myself down go through this
Broken heart of mine
Many people told me to move on
I deserve better than you I can't cause
My heart still tells me that I still love you

I lost my self respect
Should've kept my feelings to myself
My friend said this to me
Over and over I ain't even listen
Now look where I put myself through
I'm trying to exit you out of my way
It ain't easy I know in my heart that
Somebody will love me more than you did

I can't love you anymore
It's too toxic to the point that
I can't even deal with this pain
Gave you this chance and you fucked it up
Now I feel like crying but what will that do
Nothing oh I don't want you anymore
Had enough of being like this

This is from your ex lover...