Something To Say (feat. Sara Shine)

I tried to take a look at life right through your eyes
I wonder why?
You chose to live the way you lived
Before you died
I've tried to reach out
And even speak out
For you to seek out
The words that teach how
To heal before you leave out
But now the weeks out
No more smoke in the air
No more party till the morning
No more people that care
No more calling you up to hear your voice up in my ear
No more giving you lectures
I'm just wishing you were here
I was there for you whether you did or didn't see
Crying on my knees God please
Give my son the strength to breathe
The strength to proceed
Cause I believe your meant to soar
If you didn't hear me before
I pray the Lord will tell you once more

I love you
Yes I do
More than you"ll
Ever know
I love you
Yes I do
More than you'll
Ever know, know
I was wondering why you wasn't living life just how you wanted
Was it cause you wanted something that was easy but it wasn't
And even though we think it in our mind we are find
We alone inside, feel so alone inside

Now won't you
Give me a moment
So I can take a breath
It don't help smothering a woman
That loved her son till death
Don't think that I wouldn't
Take his place I'll take that step
I wouldn't even think twice
I had my life
Now what about his?
He was just a kid
Died in a accident
And for what?
He was innocent
And he was Heaven sent
It just don't make no sense
God why'd you give him to me?
Just to take him away?
Why couldn't you let things be?
That's all that I ask
But now I'm lost and I'm paying for the cost
Trying to drink the pain away
But the tabs too long
You say you want me staying away
From all the sins and the wrong
So I put on the happy face and play along for the song
Just tell my son

I love you
Yes I do
More than you"ll
Ever know
I love you
Yes I do
More than you'll
Ever know, know
I was wondering why you wasn't living life just how you wanted
Was it cause you wanted something that was easy but it wasn't
And even though we think it in our mind we are find
We alone inside, feel so alone inside

Now I don't know what it's like
Nor will I want to know
The death of a son
The first born of your own
Seed I only seen my Father grieve
At the murder scene
Of his beloved son who was only nine-teen
I was only fifth-teen
When I first learned about death
I learned it's not fair
And that pain stabs deep in the chest
If you leave it there
Then it came to mind my biggest fear
Where did he go from here?
Heaven or hell I want to know?
Then the Lord showed us clear
In a dream my Father had
My brother came back here
Just to say I made it dad
It's beautiful up here
Then he heard a voice in the clouds
Saying he is with me
That was enough to give my family
The understanding he is listening

I love you, let us pray
Yes I do, for all the mothers and fathers
More than you"ll, who lost a son
Ever know, for all the families
I love you, I feel your pain
Yes I do, may the Lord Jesus Christ
More than you'll, heal your hearts
Ever know, guide and direct you
I love you, what the devil seeks out to destroy
Yes I do, God puts it all back together
More than you'll, Yes he does
Ever know, Thank you Jesus for the victory
In Jesus name
I love you, amen
Yes I do
More than you'll, more than
Ever know